Odd weekend....as far as birthdays go, mine was pretty dull. Last year I spent it with a group of ten or so tight friends - there was cake, etc, and it was awesome. This year that didn't happen...I did get a lot of messages, IM's, etc, and my floor made and signed a card, left stuff on my door, etc.....and I definitely spent some more quality time in South B. It still feels like there's something missing though. Like in place of a small group of people I'm close to, I have a very large group I'm not so close to.

Things that I used to be able to pass off or tell little white lies about, I'm finding it much harder to. You know how sometimes when you're talking on AIM to a friend, and you want to tell them exactly what you're thinking at the top of your lungs, and you even say it out loud to your computer, but then you type 'lol haha yeah me too'?

We may be on the verge of some new self-discovery breakthrough here.