I was totally going to write this really deep entry about what I was thinking about on the walk back from Towers today which was collectivism and Christianity vs. individualism, leading into how I felt about the UConn's women basketball team and how their names aren't on their jerseys as part of an effort to make them feel like a team yet Geno specifically called out Diana while accepting the trophy last night and said that she made everyone else better and how that cheapens their individual performances, but instead I'm going to fill out this survey that Sam has in his blog because I'm still tired and I had an exam today and I don't want to think in anything more than run-on or question-and-answer format. Yes.

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: Santa. At least, that's what who he told me he was...
x. Saw you cry: ummm....I got a little teary during "Ave Maria" Saturday night, but I don't think anybody saw.
x. Made you cry: Nobody makes me cry. I decide. I mean, my mom.
x. Spent the night with: Shawn, and that's going to be the answer to a lot of questions.
x. You shared a drink with: Sam and Tim and Lucas.....yes.
x. You went to the movies with: umm.....probably Shawn.
x. You went to the mall with: by myself, and before that with my mom.
x. Yelled at you: Alejandro in real life, my brother online.
x. Sent you an email: some mass e-mail from either UConn or UCTV.
x. You kissed: Aside from all my girlfriends, Shawn.

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? As much as I could at, what, 16?
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Yes, many times. Damn cat knows that when she lies down, no one can pick her up without getting scratched.
x. Been to New York: true
x. Florida: true
x. California: false
x. Hawaii: true - awesome
x. Mexico: false
x. China: false
x. Canada: false
x. Danced naked: Sometimes I am naked, and sometimes I dance. Now is not one of those times.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: No, the Backstreet Boys never got into a fight over me :(
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: yes, many times
x. Had an imaginary friend: they keep telling me they're real, and I believe them.
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: Money, a car, he has to be in a frat, and, this is a must, he MUST love rap.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes, on 2, but they're roommates and I don't want to start a fight, so I won't say their names.....they both start with J and they live in Buckley 510 south.
x. What book are you reading now: "The Fountainhead" by Ayn Rand.
x. Worst feeling in the world: How would I know, superficial angsty teen survey? Go ask a POW or something.
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: What day is it?




x. Future daughter's name: No
x. Future son's name: No
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Always, except for sometimes.
x. What's under your bed: um, a lot of shit I don't want to describe
x. Favorite sport to watch: MXC
x. Current Age: 19
x. Siblings: when I want to
x. Location: UConn
x. College plans: I want to go to a small, $40,000 private school out of state, and take the exact same gen eds I could take here for 4 times the price, stay there for two years, then transfer to UConn and become a women's studies major and walk around with a stick up my ass for 3 more years til I graduate, then go to grad school, then move back in with my parents for awhile, and above all else, never get a job.
x. Piercings/tattoos: absolutely none at all. Really.
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: one.


EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: CAFFEINE CAFFEINE. (sam's answer, mine too.)
x. Do you drink: occasionally
x. Who is your best friend: a person
x. What are you most scared of: daddy-long-legs, and not having control over what happens to me.
x. What clothes do you sleep in: depends on temp
x. Where do you want to get married: no marriage - see above about living with parents.
x. Who do you really hate: Michael Moore.
x. Been in Love: thought I was for awhile
x. What type automobile do you drive: none right now, minivan at home, soon my baby - 97 ford escort wagon, as soon as I get the smell out of it
x. Do you have a job: this is how much of a dork I am - I have a job now, one lined up for the summer, one for next semester, and plans for internships as well as more summer and work at school for the next 2 years.
x. Do you like being around people: yes, except when I don't. (sam again, and mine)
x. Are you for world peace: never ever gonna happen no matter what your whiny angsty naive opinion is
x. Are you a health freak: shut up


STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: "love" as in love at age 13, yes - other than that just random crushes
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Yes (not recently).
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yes, and the guys I've seriously dated look nothing like them.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: false
x. Are you lonely right now: no, just kinda spaced
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: that's not the kinda thing that really scares me right now
x. Do you want to get married: not at the moment
x. Do you want kids: fuck no! Maybe I'll change my mind in like 10 years, but now? Fuck no!

FAVOURITE
x. Room in house: living room
x. Type(s) of music: Tuvan throat-singing
x. Band(s): rubber (Get it??)
x. Color: don't have one, but I like brick red
x. Perfume or cologne: dunno
x. Month: October
x. Stone: Rolling. (Get it??)


IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: false
x. Bought something: umm....yes.
x. Gotten sick: not physically
x. Sang: probably
x. Said "I love you": false
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: my professors. All of them. Every day.
x. Met someone new: kinda
x. Moved on: ....from Towers to Buckley? yes.
x. Talked to someone: true.
x. Missed someone: kinda, but only because he has my car
x. Hugged someone: true
x. Kissed someone: true
x. Fought with your parents: false, they're pretty cool.