I am not getting anything done - how many people have you heard that from recently?
I honestly can't concentrate at all because my mind is somewhere else. This is dangerous - I've been doing so well, and something comes along that completely takes over my focus. And no, it's not just normal procrastination! I have my stats book and calculator and everything out in front of me, and I'm just not feeling it. Well, it is stats, so maybe it's not me so much. I hope that by the end of this week, I'll have caught up on everything, done great on my exams (have at least 2 this week) and I'll have decided how to handle a few things. So, I could buckle down and work hard starting right now, or I can call my mother. She makes things so clear sometimes, and puts everything in perspective. I guess when you took care of a wounded police officer, really sick kids, and everything else that comes out of the St. Mary's OR, you come out with a healthy sense of what really matters in life. Yeah, I'm kind of missing my parents right now.
What is best for me right now? Does someone know so I don't have to think about it?
Should I be looking into marketing? Do I honestly have the right personality/drive for that? What about economics? I can't even keep supply/demand curves straight. Maybe I should go into Business Management - the ultimate in bullshit.
I've got to learn to keep my personal and my school life separate, and make sure they're each getting the attention they need to get. It's already started - the slipping in time management that leads to tons of procrastination and piled-up work, and B's. Lots of B's. I can do better than that - why else am I here if I can't?
Sunday night rants.....maybe I'll be able to concentrate now.
I honestly can't concentrate at all because my mind is somewhere else. This is dangerous - I've been doing so well, and something comes along that completely takes over my focus. And no, it's not just normal procrastination! I have my stats book and calculator and everything out in front of me, and I'm just not feeling it. Well, it is stats, so maybe it's not me so much. I hope that by the end of this week, I'll have caught up on everything, done great on my exams (have at least 2 this week) and I'll have decided how to handle a few things. So, I could buckle down and work hard starting right now, or I can call my mother. She makes things so clear sometimes, and puts everything in perspective. I guess when you took care of a wounded police officer, really sick kids, and everything else that comes out of the St. Mary's OR, you come out with a healthy sense of what really matters in life. Yeah, I'm kind of missing my parents right now.
What is best for me right now? Does someone know so I don't have to think about it?
Should I be looking into marketing? Do I honestly have the right personality/drive for that? What about economics? I can't even keep supply/demand curves straight. Maybe I should go into Business Management - the ultimate in bullshit.
I've got to learn to keep my personal and my school life separate, and make sure they're each getting the attention they need to get. It's already started - the slipping in time management that leads to tons of procrastination and piled-up work, and B's. Lots of B's. I can do better than that - why else am I here if I can't?
Sunday night rants.....maybe I'll be able to concentrate now.

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